anyway, somehow i think to myself that some pples life is alr planned for eg: -pple from sec -> jc -> uni -pple from sec -> poly -> uni -pple from sec -> ite -> poly -> uni -pple from sec ->ite and wat nxt for us? (for those can't get into poly?) [we have to decide on our own!]
U CAN SEE IS KINDA PLAN FOR THE SMART PPLE! but for pple like me i have to plan it our own! in a way good coz we are deciding our own future? in a way is hard for us to get to uni!! and it maybe need more time and MONEY! and with our education local uni won't get us in! maybe private?
i mean is unfair i felt! but in the same time i know tt is where i brought myself to this stage... BUT isn't there anymore chances or suggestion for us? i feel that the government is mostly concentrating on pple in a higher standard...and for now i can't regret and i have to move on...
i know education is one matter but i also think that hard work make a part too! and i believe i can do much better then those who is smarter! i know i will with the hard work!